This shit fucking blows. I just wanna smoke a j. I haven’t felt this bad in a while.
You lift me up, just to put me down.
I just don’t know what to do with you.
The thing I’m most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what I’m going to do. Of not knowing what I’m doing right now."
- 1Q84, Haruki Murakami (via mr-august-j)
… I hate to say it, but I fucking miss you, man. I was so in love with you… You made me happier than anyone else could. I feel like I can never completely let go…